The Model Youth

Collide

I'm caught in the middle again
I'm trying to just understand
But I don't wanna stay anymore
My eyes always look to the door

I'm locked in my own head
Wishing I was dead

When thoughts collide, I
Cant take control of myself, I'm
Trying to be someone else, I
Don't know who I'm supposed to be, I'm
Begging myself to be me
I'm begging myself to be me
I'm begging myself to be me

I'm sick of being insecure
Pretending I'm something I'm not
My life seems to be so off track
How will I ever get back
To myself, to be me, to get out of my own head
To regain dignity, to set myself free

I'm locked in my own head
Wishing I was dead

When thoughts collide, I
Cant take control of myself, I'm
Trying to be someone else, I
Don't know who I'm supposed to be, I'm
Begging myself to be me

When thoughts collide, I
Cant take control of myself, I'm
Trying to be someone else, I
Don't know who I'm supposed to be, I'm
Begging myself to be me
Begging myself to be me
Begging myself to be me